"resolve what you have to resolve with the person or anything or it'll just eat you up"

Hmm... easier said than done.

plus I'm someone who does not always make the first move to resolve with people. Ego? most probably...

It's kinda miserable nowadays..

Can someone like build some back to the past machine or something....

I really really need it right now.

I'm still searching for what's lost since then...

ya.. it's been quite some time now..

Guess I can't be an archealogist! 

I fail at searching lost stuff...

Lesson for the day: 1. Allergy reaction just shut up. even if your
                                  gonna die just shut up

                              2 . Delete Sent Messages.

It has been a long day.

and I'm done for the day.

There's always a limit to how much someone can contain.

Don't push it.