Twooooooo tests today....
History and Biology....
Studied hard last night till... 1am something??
But it's worth it.. coz.. I know how to answer the questions... weeeeee!!

No society today!! AMEN!! so we finished school by 1.40pm!!
and so we went to the stadium... by foot that is... from our school under the freakin hot sun at 2pm in the afternoon for run run run practice.. hehe...
After practice, at 4.00pm we went to the playground opposite Convent to take photosssss!! Weeee!! with phone camera that is...
Walk to the stadium... run and run and run... walk back to school again...*faint*
Tiringggggg...
But it's fun.... you walk in a group, cross the road in a group, shout in a group, watch out for one another in a group, run in a group, play in a group, swing in a group, take photos in a group, drink 100plus in a group, everything... in. a. group.

It's a really comfy position actually

Marchingggg!!! FORMATION!!! Only half of the people showed up for the last practice...
The formation is seriously nice and awesome...
Come for practice plssss....
One recess only la... come on, we always have the 2nd recess...
Even someone like me who can't live without eating during both recesses can come for practice...
Why can't you guys???
Don't understand...

The rain's stopping...
The storm's going...
The cloud's clearing...
Monday was awesome...
A great start for a great week...
I solved the rubix cube today!!!
Finally the guys won't get to tease me anymore...
I don't feel that dumb too.. hehe...

Our class..
So many talented people...
All of different characters...
We have....
Magazine models..
Record breaking splinters...
Basketball's MVP...
Our form's all rounder for 2 years in a row...
Talented artists...
Award winning writers..
Awesome debaters...
School emcees...
lots and lots and lots...
But what's the use of so many talented people in a class that doesn't cooperate with one another?
Everyone said that no other place than first shall be ours for the up coming sports day...
Everyone said that no one shall be left out from the marching competition.. every one's gonna be part of it...
Well...Saying and doing are two different things...
How are we suppose to practice our formation for marching if you guys don't come for practice?
Come on guys... shall we just put everything down between all of us and become what we once were in the year 2007??
We'll be separated next year...
You'll go to science class... you'll go to commerce... you'll go to electronics..
Hey, we're all going our own separate ways...
We lost in so many class competitions already...
Shall we all not unite ourselves as one and win this one more time...
It's kinda disappointing you know...

So many different feelings at the same time....
Sad, Happy, Uncertainty, worry, excited, scared, nervous, down...
Tears aren't really stoppable, aren't they...
I gave myself away today...
People who were able to realise... realised...
and all I did was smile and tried to run...

So strong and yet so fragile at the same time...

I took that step and signed up..
I can't really play...

It has been a sad, unhappy, gloomy, down, low, fed-up, miserable, distressing, cheerless, heart breaking, wretched, dejected, down cast, deflated, depressed week. eeeekkk!!

The only good thing that happened this week is that I managed to solve up to 2 layers of the rubix cube... I feel great about it even thou it's only 2 layers... It takes much courage for someone like me, who knows that the moment you start learning to solve the rubix cube, your dumb dumbness will show to learn how to solve one...

Maths test was horrible!! I don't even know how to answer half of all the questions... I gave up eventually... my maths memang tak boleh pakai... harder than kebangsaan still... sometimes I hope that I was studying in a kebangsaan school coz if that's so I'll get high scores for maths and I won't have to worry about UEC and graduation exam and just aim for PMR... now I'm not here and not there... not up and not down.. not in and not out... i'm...just... somewhere...
Oh... and I won't be CF-less...

There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with. ~Harry Crews
Just like the one on my knee....
A new wound makes all the old ones ache again. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook
I'm sorry.. you know I don't want us to go through all that again...but I had to...

The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal. ~Astrid Alauda

Just. Like. Everything.

They actually make sense....

We got second for chinese choral speaking...
Pathetic...

All I want to do ~ Ginny Owens
All I want to do, is give this life to You
All I want to do, is give this life to You
All I want to do, is give this life to You
And let Your will be done, until it's all I want to do.
How does doubt slip in, so silently?
Why do I still get the best of me?
And why does condemnation come so naturally?
Loving so little and living so selfishly?
When all I want to do, is give this life to You.
All I want to do is give this life to You.
All I want to do is give this life to You,and let Your will be done until it's all I want to do.
What have I been given by Your grace?
Will I come to understand this mystery I embrace
Make of me a new creation now,
Fill me with all you are and be all I am some how.
Cause all I want to do is give this life to You.
All I want to do is give this life to You.
All I want to do is give this life to You
And let Your will be done, until it's all I want to do.
Faith so fragile
Reaching for Your hand
All I want to do, is give this life to You.
All I want to do, is give this life to You.
All I want to do, is give this life to You,and let your will be done, til it's all I want to do.
And let your will be done, til it's all I want to do.

I'm crushed....
Thank you for making my day better...
You totally ruined my day...
IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!!
WHY IS IT MY FAULT??!!
I WAS TRYING TO COOPERATE COMPARED TO ALL OF THEM
WHY DO YOU SAY THAT YOU'RE GOING TO FIND A HARD TIME FACING ME NEXT TIME?
WHAT DID I DO WRONG!!!!
I'M TOTALLY INNOCENT HERE!!
YOU SAY IT'S HOW I ACTED
GREAT.
HOW DID I ACTED??!!
MUST YOU MAKE ME CRY??!!!
go away....

Hate boiled in our hearst and our minds
The steam of hate rosed in our throats
Bubbles of hate raced through our blood
I could actually feel the hate
I could feel the hate take over my body the way you guys climbed on top of our heads
No.
I refuse.
I will not be filled with hate.
I don't like people who are hateful.
I like nice people.
I am a nice person.
I will not hate.
It's wrong to hate.
I shall let the hate seep out of me
I hope it leaves quickly and easily
Hate is a lingering thing
I won't beat you guys with hate
Even if they are going to, I would not.
I guess no matter what I say, it won't go into your ears.
To you guys we're the bad side while to them it's vice versa
I would love to stand on top of the fence, neither here, nor there, not anywhere inside this endless and tiring war.
You guys picked on my friends today...
I stood up and fought for them...
Anger was raging inside of me and all I could do is to talk soft and politely maybe a little impatiently
It's going to explode some day...
All these stuff buried deep down underneath...
Can we pls put this to an end?

It's swing time on lightfm...
THe songs are awesome...
Thanks Julian...

Why does "meeting" exists???!!!

Meetings are meant for people who are working (in my dictionary)

And again I say MONDAY is the ONLY day in the week where I get to go home early at 2.20pm

Why, WHy, Why pick MONDAY for meeting?

TELL ME WHY!!!!

I wanna go home!!! I wanna go home!! I don wanna attend watever meeting..NO I DON'T!!!!

Cell's starting in... wait let me count.. 2 hours time...which is 7pm on a Friday...
How special... well coz we can't wait to see each other so we brought cell a day earlier luuu...hehe

Is having air-cond in your classroom a good thing...
Well it's nice for super hot weathers...
But it's too nice that you'll easily fall asleep...
Especially when you're sitting at the spot where the air-cond blows right into your eyes which make them hard to open even if you put your specs on...
Two freaking big and cold air-conds plus 6 super fast spinning fans if I'm not mistaken...
But well our school is smart enough to put rules that says"When you on the fan, switch off the air-cond, when you on the air-cond switch off the fans and air-conds are only suppose to be switched on after 10.00am." *I'm feeding mosquitoes!!*
The point is... It's freaking hot even before 10.00am!!
So.. sometimes we ought to... you know.. on the air-cond earlier but then yesterday we found out that they cut off the power that connects to the air-cond until 10.00am...
Wow... Can they even do that???
Smart people... Smart AND sneaky...

It's Thursday which means society day...
I saw a few of my friends dressed in super formal clothes and I started wondering..
Yea, like you won't...
Curosity kills the cat or rat, whatever.. anyway, i wasn't either one of them so I'm alive now...
I went over.. no.. I called my friend over.. summon my friend over? yea, I'll stick with call.. or maybe ordered... hm... k, retake...i mean rewrite.. I Asked my friend to come over coz I was holding alottttt of stupid heavy dumb dumb books waiting for my dad to pick me up at the bus stop... and he told me it's part of the activity in his society today...
What society requires someone to dress like some agent or salesman or saleswoman with high heels & brief cases??
"I'm in the COMMERCE society.."
Oh ya, why hadn't i thought of that...
COMMERCE society... How cool... I would love to try out... but i think I'll stick with my mass comm...
I don't think i have the guts to back out that society and even if I do, I would have to start all over again... giving good impressions... then slowly get promoted and stuff like tat..
It's sorta like building your career you know...
when you first start out in a society, no matter which, it's the same, you start out as someone new...
if you give people really good impression they'll maybe ask you to be committee for some small events and stuff like tat.. then after a few years or maybe one year if you do well.. you get to be in the society's committee, start holding more important posts, programme coordinator, and even president for some of the events and eventually the ultimate president...
of course there'll be quarrels la, gossips la, some people trying to take credit over what you did and stuff like tat... but if you're smart enough.. of course you won't be picked on...
Well, when you work you get paid and the higher your post the higher your pay...
It's the same here... but it's just marks instead of money..
Who knows what's gonna happen... You'll just have to do your best, be yourself and up, up, up you'll go... *********************************************************************************
I wrote something and dumped it into your mail today...
War? Peace?
I can't wait...

Once upon a blue moon a wish upon a star,
We found each other and find who we really are,
I never thought that love could feel the way you guys make me do,
so as a token of our love,
I say these words to all of you.

"Take my hand, and hold on tight,
don't let go, don't you dare even try,
there are so many roads to travel, so much still to find,
let's help each other and reach for the sky."

You guys said:
"If you weep, we will weep with you. If you sing for joy the rest of us will lift our voices too. But no matter what you feel inside there's no need to pretend. That's the way it is in this circle of friends."

Thanks guys

That's what friends are for, when your lost in darkness and searching for the light, to help you through those lonely nights....

Do you do that or do you want to join in simply just because of fame...
I'm not bragging and not criticizing but what you're doing, it's giving me pain...
You came in all of a sudden,
wanting us to tell you every single thing.
Maybe they can do it, but I didn't say I could or do I even should...
Give me some time and I hope we'll turn out alright.

Today's Easter!! Friday was Good Friday!! So... today's not Good Friday but Easter lo...
Yesterday we practiced the Easter skit till 11pm... Slept at almost 2 am, woke up at 5.45am today..
Julian was suppose to pick Cas, Jarrod, Carissa and me up... He said I'll pick cas at 6.15am, pick you at 6.3oam, pick Jarrod at 6.40am and Carissa at 6.45am... Then we'll go for breakfast...
Today... We all woke up very earlyyy.. and den... waited and waited and waited...
Ended up BEN was the one that picked us up WITH Julian inside the car...
And the best part is... they were late...asked them how much noise we made in the car la...
Well... we still reached church in timeeee...

So embarassing...*faint* During practice, finally can turn nicely d and den on the spot dono why kek ju kek ju... then whole thing went wrong.. haha... Put soooo much gold dust on my face!! Bathe d, wash d still got a few sticking on my face.. yiiiii...during make up time everyone was soooo excited... paint each other's face la, wax each other's hair la, laughing at each other la.. was very fun... it has been sooo long since I last did some presentation on a Sunday morning in the century.. hehe...

Aww.... thank youuuuu bbbiigggg brrootthherrr for the chocolateee... Love ya!! ^^ (oh, it's not Reuben the charlie chaplin)

Easter joke!
Q: What do you call Easter when you are hopping around?
A: Hoppy Easter!

Hahahaha.. that was sooo lameeeee.... hehe.. tomorrow ada sekolah...oh, ping pong! we lost d la.. nonsense... tomorrow's the last day, fighting for 3rd place.. sigh.. this is the first time in history where by my class doesn't enter final for sports competition...sadddddddd...

It feels cold..
It feels wet..
It feels numb..
It feels a little pain..
It feels better..
It feels pain again..
It feels.. It feels..
PAIN!!!!

Stupid after effect... I can't move my arm now.. It's so hard to even raise up your hand.. what more to bathe or do any raise-your-hand actions... I was so excited when it was our turn to inject the er tetanus vaccine... but shouldn't be during recess.. I can't live without foood The guys went first then the girls.. I was the em.. maybe 5th girl I guess... and my friend was in front of me, right in front of me.. I saw the nurse poke the needle into her skin and then start pushing that that tube thing and then, and then, and then, it BROKE!! hahahahahhahaahah! I dono why but it's funny..My friend stared at me and laugh at the same time... The nurse said this:"SHIT" and then she pulled out the needle... Then it was my turn... I was like praying.. please don't let the needle break.. pls dont pls donttttttt and... yea, it didn't break.. hahahahaha...It was kinda fun actually.. but the after effect is suffering...very very suffering...

Oh.. I learnt a new word today... during MML in the english lab with its cambridge something something dictionary... it's call CLAM UP... I always say shut up but now I know its synonym, called clam up.. haha.. shut up like a clam... it's kinda cool isn't it?? don't start using it k.. coz it's mine... bla....

Joke!
Q .. What is it called when a blonde blows in another blond's ear?
A .. Data transfer.

Haha... so insulting... It's Easter tomorrow... Thank God for sending He's one and only son into this earth... =)

Fat! Fat! Fat! Fat! Sooooo FAT!! I've been eating aloot.. alot as in allloooootttt since Sunday... I eat cheese cake everyday, loads of them! and tons of chocolate!! I ought to control myself before I turn into humpty dumpty... I told my friends I'm not going to eat Fries for a week and I failed on the very day I said it.. haha.. wat a failure...

Today I wasn't given notice to minum teh in the discipline department... Great.... Injection... they changed it to tomorrow....

We won ping pong! Again.. hahaha! We won all today haha! So cooll.. all 5.. boy single, girl single, boy double, girl double and mix doubles..against form 4s... weee!! bwahaha.. I didn't use men and women coz it sounds weird la k...

I feel as if I'm back to primary school life again..
Gang here gang there...
Fight here fight there...
Quarrel here quarrel there...
Gossip here gossip there...
Sigh... but it's fun!! haha.. at the same time.. it's wrong..
So.. i er.. dono wat to do...

So long since I really laughed as in really really laughed...
Thanks guys...
Brought light and laughter into my life...
Know me better than anyone does...
Great to have you guys in my life...
A bunch of awesome and wonderful friends...

Today was... ok.. untilll assembly time... the teacher in charge said:"You, turn, i wanna see your serial number" Yea... take la take my number... then tomorrow I get to minum teh at the discipline department for the first time ever in my whole entire life... I dono why she wanted MY name when there are soo many ppl talking.. maybe coz I'm prettier than she is so she's jealous... bla...My teacher even shook my hand and congratulate me... yea.. thank you... I know I'm famous and you guys can't stand to not shake my hand...

Ping pong.. super chi kek wei.. hahahahahahah!! Still, we won and got in to the next round which is tomorrow... hope we'll win la.. coz if we win it's going to be super bangga-ing coz no one in our class can really play ping pong well except for that China guy la... Ping pong is China's international sport right... or left... or maybe front? back also not bad.. *get me? so slow la you.. dumb dumb*

Tomorrow's the 8th of April!! Which means... INJECTION time!!! I don wan!!!!!! So long since I last went for injection... OUch!! I don wan.. I don wan.. I don wan!!! DON WAN...=(

To you and you, thank you =)
What both of you wrote really touched me...
You guys know me even better than the friends that I knew since i was young and are now my best friends....or maybe so called best friends..
They don even understand me....
We're like only surface kinda friends..
I don call you when I'm sad, you don call me when you're sad..
I don tell you what I'm going through, you don tell me what you're going through..
We keep everything to ourselves, only ourselves... it only comes out once in a blue moon....
I tell my stuff to someone that I'm not close to but not to you.. why is that so?
And once she even told me something that hurt me so much...
bcz she don't understand.. no, she doesn't... she doesn't!! It's mostly me giving in to her.. not the other way round which I don really mind..but
I just realised that it does matter whether he or she knows you from the inside out....
It does.. it really really does....

Monday is the ONLY day,besides Saturday, when I get to finish school early at 2.20pm but today we have some ping pong competition against classes and I'm suppose to participate even thou i dono how to play ping pong because they say I"m considered as one that knows how to play among all the people that doesn't know how to play... yea.... great... am i suppose to say thank you?? Coz I, no, we wasted our whole afternoon waiting till 5.00pm and then they suddenly say that it's too late, you guys are competing tomorrow..... what the... can I sue you?? you know money can't buy time??? I even went with er..wait, 1,2,3,...5 guys to our classroom, which is at the 4th floor,climb OUT the window and sat outside, which is like when you fall it's bye bye...well, you have to climb another short wall over to get to the roof part and sit there la.. but I chose to just stand inside but still, I climbed OUT the window.. and they made me lose control and ate so much coz i have nothing to do but EAT in the canteen...

Saturday and Sunday.. don get to rest also... reached home only at 11pm something on Saturday after a whole day of running up and down... Sunday morning made me wake up so early... Then reached home so late... Today early morning needa wake up to go to school...

Amazing G(race)

The puzzle that makes me go crazieee

She looks sooo tireddddd

That's Sara.. haha.. shoo cute..xD

That sunflower simpson thingy on huei Lin's head.. haha..

They said they're verrry tired.. yea.. whatever

Saw this guy at the train station...His shirt says"RUN YOUR OWN RACE" how cool

We got 10th... I got 7th last year if not mistaken... nvm la... as long as I'm not last, I'm happy..

Sunday after rangers.. had the easther skit practice... I'm suppose to be an angel and dance angelically... OMG... I can't dance like tat!! I admit... I'm a kayu... serious!! I want to be the demon... don have to dance angelically... *faint*this is sooo embarassing!!! *hides face*

After that went for dinner at Shah Alam.. celebrated my mum, my uncle's wife, which is my aunt and my mum's sister, which is also my aunt's birthday... Oh ya, the maid also... born in April.. haha!

Pics!!

So cool right.. press then they come.. haha

Fish head in one piece

Fish head in lotsa pieces


Relaxxx aje...

Happy birthday to you, you, you...

CHECK OUT WHAT MY UNCLE BOUGHT FOR HIS WIFE!! A LOUIS VUITTON HANDBAG and PURSE...

How blessed.. maid also got present wei... haha

My muscle pain wei...After Amazing race.. then go to church skip skip turn turn all... Walk up and down the stairs today for like dono how many times today some more... My classroom is at the 4th floor, can't take the lift or else people will start scolding coz they say you can climb if you want to go to the 4th floor.. only 5th and 6th floor people get to use the lifts... stupid... Marching still!! OUCH!!! how to lift my legs la.. funny cmdr.. i said my legs pain wat... which also includes my hands.. I know it doesn't makes sense but that's what I meant.. coz my mouth's muscle also pain.. bla... not happy? sue me la.....

Not in the mood for anything....

Report Card Day!!!
Weeeee!! It's tiring actually... People who are irresponsible... Never do what they're suppose to do, datang sekolah den only remember, thank God we were able to find resources that were needed in the RECYCLING BIN!!! found d tak apa, he didn't even help to do, when it's his job! Just left it for us to do.. HELLO??!! Don't you know i have better stuff to do??

Our bulletin board... Pink envelopes~Anything you wanna tell him/her, just write and drop it in! You don have to pay for stamps xD
Yellow cards~What do you want to tell your parents??

My group!! We're in charge of this month's bulletin board... A guy in class drew it...Love it! Left 1st: Octopus, Li Ru, Kai Yun, me, Vilyn and Joseph.. actually there's still one guy call Shao Wei but we forgot that he's in our group.. oops! sorry!

Nvm... food.. the food.. Mee Hun datang lambat, ada curry chicken tak ada mee hun makan apa?? Everybody was eating potato from the curry... *faint* Well, the nuggets were nice, too bad the people who are coming during the afternoon session don't get to eat coz we sapu-ed semua... The drinks were too sweet... like drinking sugar water, no one is willing to go down to the canteen and buy a bottle of water even thou we have LIFTS in school!!!

The photo thing that we were suppose to show had some problem.. maybe bcz it doesn't like my teacher's laptop haha coz it did work well back home.. We redo the whole presentation..

but then we ended watching SLUM DOG MILLIONAIRE and a horror movie named MIRROR!! gosh.. I hate horror movies, I always want to watch but then I don dare to coz I'll be terrified after that... Still everyone wanted to watch so I watched.. and now I don dare to look into mirrors anymore... help!!

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE!!!

Er... MIRROR i guess

Yup, MIRROR!! HORROR!!

My teacher:"You ar, only one bad, i won tell, you tell me."

My dad:"Talkative"

My teacher:"See, your parents also know"

Yea.. yea.. My mum goes:"She ar, from form1 till now also the same problem."

Teacher:"See, 3 years d, why don wanna change?"

I just smiledddd...
Thank God he said getting 78 for physics is considered as good... And he said I should maybe let my English marks drop a little then do better for Mandarin... what kinda theory is thattttt...

Use a magnifier la then you'll see my results..haha

English marks.. and again, use a magnifier

A guy's result... He got 100 for maths and physics... Don't believe? Again, take a magnifier and see for yourself.. haha

Anyways, today was awesome...Except for the horror movie... Everyone was satisfied with everything arranged... and I think our class is the best!! Happie happie happieeee

PHOTOS!

Later in the afternoon my mum picked my sis and I up and went to McD... Super many kebangsaan students!! They literally flooded the whole McD... And I was the only person that's wearing a different kinda uniform.. but who cares, I like my uniform, it's nice.. blaaaa.. it's alll white...

Curiosity...

She wants the toy...

A heart shaped piece of chicken! haha

Tomorrow's Amazing G(race)!! Why ain't I really excited??? =/ too tired I guess... will be excited on the day itself then... To those who I'm going to see tomorrow, See ya!

Today's my mum's birthday... I just realized she's born a day AFTER April Fool when my friend's born ON April Fool... Sad... Oh, my dad bought her a laptop..yi.. so nice... and a few pieces of different kinda cakes from secret recipe & fruity and some pastries.. hehe.. Yummylicious!! I'm still waiting for my new hand phone... he didn't buy me one on my birthday.. it's cheaper than a laptop you know...

Tomorrow's report card day!! I'm excited!! Programme coordinate.... why me? why me? Nvm.. this one is easy... haha! Just food(Meehun,Curry chicken, Pudding, curry puff, nuggets, fruits and drinks!), newspapers,arrange tables and chairs, show some photos of our past parties or whatever competition through the LCD, bulletin board and tada! I'm done... Actually I just need to appoint people to do stuff la... haha!! This is FUN!!!

I wonder what is the teacher going to tell my parents... I've been kinda er.. em.. how do I put this..I'v been.. em... I also dono la... Talking alot in class? Em.. aiya.. i dono la.. talk alot i don mind la.. he wanna tell then tell la.. from standard 2 or 3 my parents hear that sentence every time during report card day.. haha! Immuneddddd... WE shall see what happens tomorrow...
I CAN'T WAITTT!!