So many different feelings at the same time....
Sad, Happy, Uncertainty, worry, excited, scared, nervous, down...
Tears aren't really stoppable, aren't they...
I gave myself away today...
People who were able to realise... realised...
and all I did was smile and tried to run...

So strong and yet so fragile at the same time...

I took that step and signed up..
I can't really play...