Everyday we smile and act like there's nothing wrong.

It's called putting everything aside and simply being strong.

4 days past new year and it's like the world started spinning again for everyone else, but I can't even get back on the carousel. It's not like on TV, when everything's perfect all of a sudden. It's more like, once it happens, you spend all your time realizing how much can go wrong and you can never make it right.