On a day like this

It's been a tough year and there are still things I'm trying to get over with.

How can I start the year right when I can't even get right with God or myself.

Indeed I've grown alot but I've changed alot too only to deny it.

I was and am still searching for what's lost since then...

Hoping to be what I once was again and not what I am now..

to smile like i used to and to love Sundays like I once did...

One day someday I'll find what I've lost...

but "Never one day only once upon a time"

so I'm not putting much hope either...

Yet among everything that has happened...

I'm still grateful and thankful for all that He has done through out the year...

for picking me up when I fall..

for helping me in everything that I do...

and for placing awesome ppl along the way that has blessed me again and again...

I pray that it'll be a great year ahead.

7 hours...

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Exactly one more month...is it even gonna be sweet...