A very tiring day...
Had a hard time fighting with my eyelids...
and thanks to the haze that made the day all the more hard to bare with...

I had a shocking feed back from a friend that I invited to ISCF rally...
Never expected that from you actually...
but I understand... or at least I am trying to understand...
so I hope you do understand....
and it's ok if you don understand what I'm trying to understand and wanting him to understand...understand? it's easy to understand u know..
Neways...
am feeling kinda empty nowadays...
I wonder why...

Should I join the lion dance team??
I can actually add up to 2 marks or even more in my average..
and that is ALOT!!!
It makes a big difference!!
For example from 84.35,
If I add 2 marks, I'll get 86.35!!
And how many marks do you need to add up to 2 marks in average??!!
ALOTTTT!!
The bad part...
I need to go back for practices during the holidays...*I hate going back to school on holidays!*
I'll have to spend Chinese New Year on a lorry, under the sun, around ppl's houses and non stop of cling cling clang clang lion dance rhythm...
plussss, no ang paus... that's sad!!
No ang paus means no money, no money means no outings, no outings means no buying stuff, no buying stuff means no new stuff, no new stuff means.. nothing actually...
Well, I haven't ask my parents...
but I think it'll be a No la...
Do I want it first??
I want the marks only la to be honest...
Well, I shall think about it for one more day.. haha
I wonder what difference does it makes...
So should I? or should I not...