It's the hols and I've spent 3 days at home
I sleep, eat, surf the net, sleep, eat, surf the net...
It's like a cycle.... a boring holiday daily life cycle...

I force myself back to sleep everytime I wake up
In hope that the time will by pass
But it just goes slower and slower till I get so restless
I have no choice but to get up...
My dad complains that I won't help do the house chorse even thou I'm so free
My mum nags that my room is a mess when there's nothing to clean
She covered all my trophies with this layer of book wrapper so it doesn't get dusty
My joy and my pride all hidden under this layer of fabric
Even thou they're visible but I just don't feel good about it
Well I guess I'll have to look on the bright side...
They were suppose to go into boxes for who knows why
Not that I get trophies anymore...
My school don't even give trophies.. they give certs...
My collection of trophies started when I was 7 and ended when I was 12 and it only sums up to a total of 60 plus
Not that I've reached a collection of a hundred trophies...
maybe then I'll consider keeping SOME of them into boxes...

I have tons of holiday assignments..
The teachers think that 2 weeks are super long period of time that they give you so much work you won't care to remember what to do, when to do, when to pass up or when to finish.
And I'm stuck at home not doing any of my supposed to do work...
Isn't it awesome...
I feel like crying again for who knows why
I really hate myself...