You don't know me..
What you said
It hurt
I told you because you were my friend and I knew you would understand..
but..
you did not..
Disappointment is the last thing I'll ask of you
but yet...
An arrow pierced through..
Broke into a thousand pieces..
Pain prickled deep down inside
and I know I wouldn't ask more from you.
A sort of hot thick eagerness was pouring out of you like a poisoned drink into my blood.
Anger, disappointment, bitterness
tears filled.....
It was Nothing that I ever expected from you
My day was nothing great.
I was given order to emcee at the 11th hour
to come out with my own script..
and it hadn't gone as plan
It couldn't be any better..
and I certainly did not expect for more...
The way my tears always betray me..
not that you don't know..
Even thou I hate them
at least they don't fail me..
At night when they pour and i cry myself to sleep
I wonder whether you would even know
When they dry up and stop flowing
It still hurts forevermore
And as i stare out my window tonight
nothing came into sight
The moon's hiding
The stars' hiding
Everything seems to be hiding
No one to turn to, No one I can find
I guess it all stays under my pillow tonight..