My brother brought 4 friends back home today, kononnya buat project but didn't even bring the project so it was actually just an excuse to play. All super stinky, haven't bathe from morning, bathe la actually, with sweat... Laugh even louder and crazier than me, no difference with shouting... Say that i'm fierce because I told my brother not to say bad words..*watever* Said something about one of them liking me and then laughing their lungs out.. *felt like stranggling them* Ish.. shut up man!

I just realized that I can't stand someone saying or giving suggestions that are against my view coz once they finish I'll shoot up and start saying that this is wrong and that is wrong or whatever la. I'll get all tensed up and my heart will beat like crazy and i can actually feel blood gushing up, ears red, anger raging,I dono why.. But, ya.. why am I like tat??Weird... Patience.. Patience...Longsuffering... Longsuffering...Patience... Lonsuffering...Patience.. Patience...Longsuffering... Longsuffering...Patience... Lonsuffering... Breathe in, breathe out, breahte in, breathe out... Next time I'll just try to remain silent...haha...