This morning I woke up,
Bursting with confidence,
Overflowing with excitement,
I was convinced I'll do it,
Convinced I will succeed.

When I went out,
I was crushed,
Feeling empty and broken,
But somehow I couldn't manage,
To pull myself together,
Disappointment is bitter
You feel as if you've lost your worth.

I'm fine. No, I'm not! It's all gone... my hope, my face, my pride, my dignity, whatever, it's gone now. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I don't know how to face my classmates and my teachers who look highly on me. I'm a failure, nothing, but a failure. Everyone says that Trisha is someone who's strong but that's what that is outside of me, not of the inside. From the very day I started speaking in public, not more than once have I ever came back without a prize in hand. What am I today? Nothing.