Finally... finally, finally, finally!! I get to go online!! with my cousin's laptop that is...My computer's still somewhere out there! I can't do my homework, my assignments, my projects, my presentations, all my stuff that involves using the computer..This is so unfair...

Well, do you know the bad thing about hearing a bad news? It's that you don't always get to go home and suck up, cry your lungs out, emo and stuff like that. You'll always have to be in a place where you need to smile and talk to people. That's what happened to me after I got my YAMAHA fundamental results today, at meru corner, told by the father himself.....

I failed. I failed, I failed, I failed. I have to retake the exam!! (which means I get to go for music classes again. But, just to pass the exam, which means, no more music class after the exam)I failed the composition part... Failing the composition part means taking composition and transposition again.. coz they're counted as one part... Why??!! Why??!! I rather do the "multi-tasking" thing Cmdr "handsome" Kenny forced us to do in Rangers today for 2 hours!! WHY!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT SCARY PROCESS AGAIN??!! I HATE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know that I prayed every single day so that I'll pass??!! It's not like I didn't give up my precious time, my effort to practice! I go for extra classes almost 4 days in a week!! Do you know how tiring it is??!! Well, I still failed didn't I... How I hope that some letter from Japan will arrive at my house, telling me they counted wrongly and that I've passed, or they sent it to the wrong Trisha.... But i know that won't happen, it won't...it won't...it won't!!!!!