Finally... finally, finally, finally!! I get to go online!! with my cousin's laptop that is...My computer's still somewhere out there! I can't do my homework, my assignments, my projects, my presentations, all my stuff that involves using the computer..This is so unfair...

Well, do you know the bad thing about hearing a bad news? It's that you don't always get to go home and suck up, cry your lungs out, emo and stuff like that. You'll always have to be in a place where you need to smile and talk to people. That's what happened to me after I got my YAMAHA fundamental results today, at meru corner, told by the father himself.....

I failed. I failed, I failed, I failed. I have to retake the exam!! (which means I get to go for music classes again. But, just to pass the exam, which means, no more music class after the exam)I failed the composition part... Failing the composition part means taking composition and transposition again.. coz they're counted as one part... Why??!! Why??!! I rather do the "multi-tasking" thing Cmdr "handsome" Kenny forced us to do in Rangers today for 2 hours!! WHY!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT SCARY PROCESS AGAIN??!! I HATE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know that I prayed every single day so that I'll pass??!! It's not like I didn't give up my precious time, my effort to practice! I go for extra classes almost 4 days in a week!! Do you know how tiring it is??!! Well, I still failed didn't I... How I hope that some letter from Japan will arrive at my house, telling me they counted wrongly and that I've passed, or they sent it to the wrong Trisha.... But i know that won't happen, it won't...it won't...it won't!!!!!

Aw.... yesterday i said if computer kena send to the "hospital" den do hw and stuff very troublesome... and....yesterday itself, my computer kong-ed... And we're suppose to write some journal online... I'm using my little cousin's laptop... and it's like dono wat time now almost 11pm I reckon and I"m still not at home but yea, at my uncle's house again... Suppose to be in church by 7am tomorrow!! Thank God Monday's a holiday!! I seriously need some sleep... sleep late every night and wake up at 5:45am the next morning... go to schoool till at least 3:05 den sleep late again den again I repeat the same routine, and again, and agian, and again, and agian, and again...

OoOoOoOoOo Tomorrow's the first youth concurrent for the year 2009!! Weeeeeee!! Get excited ppl!! I'm excited now even thou I can just "poop" fall asleep... lalalalalala concurrent, concurrent....
Why am I excited....hm... coz I'm not Not excited =)

kkkkkkkkkk...LIsten!! Stop talking la!! i wanna share a joke.. and it is good... you know.. good? ahuh.. goodddd..kk
*clears throat*

Q~What did the apple say to the orange?

A~Nothing stupid, apples don't talk.

Hahahahahahhaahahha!! GOTCHA!! GOTCHA!! Funnny right?? yea... it's funny...I know..

OMGeee cousin revival! Children crying!! OMG!! k k k... needa chao... byeeee finally get to go home.. haha bye

We had some treasure hunt competition online in the computer labbbbbb like... half an hour ago?? I'm still in class... Kinda bored... Well.. My pal and I was the dono first or second group to complete that treasure hunt thing!! AWeSomeeeeee!! Weeeeee!!

Having online teaching in school is sometimes nice and sometimes irritating...Especially when your computer's at the "hospital"... Then you'll have to stay back in school to use those coms that are in the labs to finish tests, hw, assignments, etc...

It's now 10:40am... Second recess is like 1 hour and 40 more minutes to go...
The bell's going to ring in like 4 minutes and I'll be back in the classroom again...
School finishes in er 4 hours and 55 more minutes...
I wanna go homeeeeeeee!!!!

I'm blogging in school!! Ah!! teacher's here.. chao!

This is the day, you will remember, when you nearly caught, Captain Jack Sparrow...
This is the day, I will remember, when i nearly got scolded, by my society's president...

Neways... today's the first day of society for the year 2009!! Don't know what society I'm in?? I'm in MASSMEDIA COMMUNICATION!! and I'm proud!! Weeeeeeee!! Stuff that's consider under MAss comm are just tooo many.. Well, I'm under the er... talking talking wan...You know.. all those emcee stuff and dot dot dot... It's fun!! I never once knew I could stand in front hundreds and hundreds of ppl until I took that first step when I was 6?? Since then I've been trained to enter competitions and stuff like tat... I remember when I was 11?? I was sooooooo naughty that I've been called into the principal's office for not memorising my script and stuff like tat... embarassing *hides face* and all the tears that were shed.. haha! So kua chiong... but yea.. that's what happened... Those were the days.... compete with other schools... now secondary only emcee and other competitions... seldom have this kinda competitions =/

But well.. their emcee is different from the one in primary... It's more professional!! plus,You have to wear cot, tie neck tie, pin your hair, aiya, must be in tip top condition la!! And trust me you won't wanna look into the mirror!! *faints* so ugly!!

And and and!! Secondary school ar, super kiamsiap, they don give you trophies wan,only during sports day, they give medals... other time, they only give certs.. *smacks head* Ruined my trophy collecting dream.. and now my collection of trophies shall stay forever at the same number, same amount...I've been collecting for 6 years... how sad...my mum says collecting dust then use stuff to cover them up, so ugly.... and dono who, worst! Ask me whether i wanna throw them away or keep them in boxes...
How could they right??? So mean....

Joke joke joke!
A sunday school kid: Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Whole East Coast(Holy ghost) hahahahaha!
Cutttteeee!!

I just realise that I can't take much pressure, can I?
I've been some top student since I started schooling and now something seems to be pulling me back...
I don't pay attention in classes, I sleep in classes, I don't even care when I don't understand...
My results are bad, they are falling into some endless pit! I've never once failed any tests...
Look at me now... What am I???
Useless...I HATE SCHOOL!!!! I HATE ALL THE STUFF THAT I"M HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR!!
I professed to start CF in school this year during cell...
Why did I even said that??
What was going through my mind??
It's like:"HEY!! WAKE UP!! YOU CAN'T DO ALL THESE!! You don have the ability to... look at you..."
Yea.. look at me...
No, I'm not emoing, I'm smiling....

I can barely open my eyes now... I wonder why... my friends say that I look even tired and worn out then those of them who BAI-ed THI KONG yesterday.. I slept in class.. WOw~ Trisha sleeping in class.. Broke my own not sleeping record for the year... coz I slept yesterday and today...and i guess tomorrow too *disappointed* Nvm.. at least I didn't fall asleep for..er.. one month??

Needa stay back after school every Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday coz we have PMR tuition... Today was KH, from 2.30pm till 4.30pm...2 dreading long hours AGAIN!!Four of us, my friends and I talked and talked and talked and talked like nobody's business... We talked about dreams.. what dreams we had and stuff like tat, it was fun listening to one another's dreamsss... Until I laughed a little too loudly and that KH teacher asked me to sit in front of him for half an hour.. I was COUNTING!! FINALLY tat half an hour came.. and I thank God the teacher kept his promise and I get to sit back at my own place...

My friend and I are in charge of our class t-shirt.... We had this voting corner and today's the time to vote for the final one, the one that we're going to wear for the year!! Oh boy am i disappointed!! Why choose an er, I can't say that it's ugly but.. why did they pick that design??!! Don't they know that we have sports day this year?? and we're going to wear that to march, to compete??!! Awwww.... so saddddd... I like this one better thou...

even thou it's not super nice..but at least it's better than the other one.. I think.. I think.. I think... no offence!! I didn't design that...


Even when I'm not in the mood... I still have to force myself to SMILEeeeee.. coz they say I"m not me when I don laugh and joke and smile or they get kinda pissed off seeing me like that coz they say I'm emo-ing or whatsoever...Hey, you emo too k... and I can't be angry coz later you'll say I don understand you la.. bla bla bla.. It's hard!! It's very very hard!! You don smile too when you're down right??!! and you emo more than me!! Why can't I not smile when I'm down then??? This is so not fair.... not fair.. not fair...

Neways... "No God- No Peace. Know God-Know peace" Trisha is going to not think about that!! Well...Could she....

I just haveeee to be that smart, to go take it out and here it is....
Red, swollen, itchy and pain....
No.. it's my school's fault...
So many rules and regulations....
Cannot wear this, cannot wear that...
Yea, my school's fault, my school's fault...
So if it doesn't recover I'm going to.. going to.. going to..
Do nothing....
I can't burn my school.. Can I?
I can't bomb my school.. Can I?
No.. I can't... aw... stupid...stupid.. stupid...
Ruin my day in school...
Cheh!

Dono what I'm talking about?? haha! nvm.. you just have to know that I had a kinda bad day at school and I hurt myself...yea, hurt myself....hurt myself..

AH SHER's GONE!! No la.. I mean she's no longer around Klang... aw!!!!! I'll miss her, everyone's gonna miss her, that pwetty lady...
I went back at like 11.00 last night?? And everyone was asleep!! My parents didn't scold me wei.. so now I know.. I tak ada curfew... maybe they'll be a little angry if I came back after 12.00am but 11.00's nothing....How niceeeeeeeee!!!

Copied hw like mad today in school!! Tak sentuh pun my hw during the holidays... actually, I knew I had hw but i dono wat hw!! Thank God I'm a fast coppier, is there something like tat? haha... k k.. got school tomorrow!! So kiamsiap!! BAI TI KONG wei.. even thou that doesn't have anything to do with me but.. everyone's gonna sleep in class right?? what's the point of having school then? huh? huh? huh? My school's fault again!!!!!!!!!

SO LONG NEVER TELL JOKE D!!!! MIssed my jokes right??? yea, right...
here it goes:
DICTIONARY
I'm thinking about getting married.I looked up the word"engaged"in the dictionary, it said,"To do battle with the enemy." Then I looked up mother-in-law. It siad,"See engaged."

haha!Funny.. funny.. bye bye bye bye bye byeeeeeeeeee

Okie.. take back my words... IT IS NO ODINARY DAY TODAY!!! and i lurveee today!! Thanks to all of you guys who waited sooo long in my small room to just SURPRISE me!! Thanks o Su Ann and Matthew who came but didn't see me!! Thanks to Carissa and Debbie who were telling lies so that the surprise works haha! Thanks to cmdr Ally and JOn and whosoever that planned!! Well.. I did suspect a little.. after that msg haha!! Still....I WAS SURPRISED!! THANK YOU!!! I'm just so happieee... thank you guys!! thank you thank you thank you!! Thanks for the dinner and the baskin robbin icy-creamy dear cmdrs, 3 cmdrs, guy cmdrs, dear 3 guy cmdrs, Cmdr BaBa, Cmdr Ketchup and Cmdr happie birthday tomorrow!! hahahaha! Thanks!! oh, thanks to those who wanted to come but couldn't make it too!! HUGSSSSSSS!! I'm so blesseddddd... awwwww.... hug again... huggssssss!! my best birthday ever! Thanks for being a part of my life...Love you guysssssss...

XOXOXO

EDIT of THE LAST POST(31-1-09)
DID I MENTION?? The er Biggest ATM.. do you use the word "big" to describe ATMs?? anyways.. the BIGGEST ATM is welll Bryan Lau Jian Ming (hope I spelled it correctly) well.. the others also big wat... but yala.. u belanja movie, belanja lunch, belanja new zealand natural... this ATM I like haha....

What else... yalo... the few ATms lo.. Benson, Brandon, Bryan and Matthew... awesome ppl.. "CHIC MAGNETS" *cough cough*

PS Happy Bryan?? hahahaaha...

Weeeee!! It's me burfday todayyy..Carissa and Deb are over here now.. hehe.. but... it's just like any other odinary day.... Thanks for all the wishes ppl!! you know who you are.... THanks for the calls, for the smses, for the wishes on facebook, for the wishes on me chatbox here, for everything!! I LOVEEE YOU GUYS!!!

The awesome foursome and the pirated guy edition awesome foursome went to a place where ppl like us who doesn't have driving license would go to.. haha! Juscooooo... yea, again, yea again.. But still.. it was fun.... going out with different ppl everytime... and THANK YOU GUYS!! For that super surprising surprise!! It was kinda embarassing singing in that shop but I LOVE IT coz you guys have the GUTS to do it!! Yay!! Clap!! And thanks to the guys who willingly stood together with us for almost an hour when we were "debating" whether or not to buy that piece of clothe... and who willingly be our ATM machinessss... How Awesome to have you guys as my friends.. aw... hug hug!!


AWESOME FOURSOME!!

Threesome...

and threesome..

Just for fun...

Fun alsoooo

HE ATE 2 PLATES OF THAT!! em.. 1 and the half plates.. I mean alot laaaaa

He wants to pierce his ears!!

And yuppppp that's what we did yesterdayyyyyy.... And again.. thanks guys.. you guys rock my socks =)