Just when I start to like it

I'm officially off piano.... I've been learning since I was 4.... Yamaha Group class...It's this class where a group of ppl learns music together. And my class is now left with 7 people, deducting me, 6... I'm at the final stage where I just need to pass the exam, and I'm done...I'll be at the lowest qualification of being a YAMAHA music teacher... I sat for the exam and I still dono my results... and my dad just stop my classes due to some financial problems... WHY IN THE WOLRD AT THIS TIME??!! CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME PASS MY EXAM FIRST!!?? (I think I failed) I know it's super expensive, and I know you've spent dono how many ten thousands on my piano classes... But Why now?? Why??!! I've learnt sooo much through this class!! Because of this class, I can play by ear, I can improvise, I can put in chords to some I dono melody, I can transpose... I can do all of that, all of that, all of that, immediately!! I can do so much that people who learns normal piano can't do!! I get to have soo much fun in these classes, we learn together, we discuss music together, we listen and pick up music by ear, and the best part is, we play ensembles... Playing ensembles isn't just fun, it helps me forget everything that's in my mind, and just sink into the beautiful notes, the beautiful parts, the beatuiful music.
I stopped my normal piano class, the ABRSM kind during August 08.... I finished Grade 8.. Don't get to continue Diploma... Well, I can bare with that, since I don really have the heart that time... But at least, I still have one more class.. Now??!! I'm left with nothing!! I've been going to Bukit Raja, Sri Irama for piano classes since 1998, for how many years now??10 years!! Every Friday, I'll be rushing out from home, going through all the traffic jams, which just worsens every year just to go for class... But...
When I finally start to have the passion for music,
When I finally don't mind rushing in and out for the sake of music,
When I finally love going to classes,
When I finally don't care if the teacher scolds or yells at me,
When I finally don't mind going for extra classes just to pass my exams,
When I finally have the heart to put in all my effort for music,
You turned all that down...
And what can I say.... I'm now left with nothing... I'm now breaking in tears... And I just want to let you know... You just crushed my heart, you just broke it all to pieces, when I finally choose to love it, when I finally choose to not hate it, you stood up, and you took my dreams away.....