MERDEKA!!!
Waiting for MY chance to merdeka!!
And that day is going to be on the 27th of October....

Paintball wasn't bad at all... :)


You can actually see this photo in 2 ways...
Whether the stormy clouds are drifting away and the sun's coming out..
Or.. The stormy clouds are taking over the wonderful sun...
Taking a pick obviously shows what you're going through right now...
People tend to see things from whatever perspective that links to what their going through at the moment if you notice....
I'm somewhere in the middle... It's cloudy over my side...
It can rain any moment..
and the sun may just penetrate through the clouds any moment too...
Facing everyday with a smile isn't something that easy...
Having need to worry over each and everyday...
Everyone has worries, everyone has their own problems...
I guess it's part of life...
It's also the part of life where we learn to depend on God I suppose...
I'm tired...
Energy boost? haha...

Happy back to school!!

Hot Cold Hot Cold

Klang's hot! Genting's cold!
Why hot? Why cold?
just because...

Why is the sun hiding behind the clouds...
Caught this from the 29th floor....

Badmintoned, Ping ponged and squashed within one hour...
Every muscle in my body is hurt...
Even my mouth doesn't wanna talk... miraculous...

A little on what we did...

One piece, One piece... everyday also One piece...
I'll give you a piece of my mind wei...

Internet got problem... Ended up playing cards...

The cheese cake looks totally awesome!!

I told you I played Merry-go-round with them!!
She's totally pretty...and smart.. her English powderful wan eh..

Travis has this "I don't dare to smile" thingy...haha!
He looks like that in every pic! and He was so handsome when he was younger!

Underage little rachel the mag model.. she's 10 actually... but she doesn't look 10 at all...
They chased her away coz we were playing truth or dare and she can't keep secrets.. Poor thing!

I dared my little brother to go ding dong next door... smart... he went and ding dong our own door coz we booked 2 penthouses... and of course he didn't get away with it.. I stood beside him and made him ding dong someone else's room.. but apparently it wasn't occupied...
My cousin's 13 so I made him ding dong every room.. of course I was just joking.. I wouldn't wanna get myself into trouble!

And that's almost it from my trip to Genting this time...:)

Had some electricity problem just now... Terrifying...

Some part from the fuis box.. switch box... whatever box la..that has melted..
It would have just exploded and caught fire...
and I thank God it didn't happen..
I don't wanna be burn to death...
I've always wanted to die in a really nice way... which I haven't figure out which way yet...

Paintball tomorrow.... I'm not excited at all... I wonder why... I'm like a living corpse right now.. haha...


Nitez!

Snowy day??
Had my 3rd visit to the "Snow House" in Genting...
Went up with 5 kids...
Waited for them when they went on the Ferris wheel??
Played merry-go-round together??
It's not that BAD.... The small kids love shopping also eh...kids nowadays...

Currently playing truth or dare....
I'm in the game but I'm not playing...
I always get the privilege to do that eh...
and now I know my brother... *shakes head*

Had my first try on squash today....
It's fun!! But I can't really play eh... haha...
Shall try again tomorrow!!

Michael Jackson's 30th anniversary or something??
All the adults are watching wei..
Is it really that nice??
Shall take a peep now...
They're still playing cards to determine the truth or dare thingy...

Cool breeze, heavy mists....
The smell of maggie mee....
I missed tong sui eh!

I'm currently staying at a penthouse on the top of the Awana tower...
Not the garden suite eh... We used to stay at the garden suite...
So long ago since I stayed at the penthouse...
It's freezing up here wei!!

Last day of PMR trials!!!

Can tear off that paper d!!

I wrote that wei... haha! nice right... ya i know *winks*

After trials, straight up to Genting!!

Lunch at the family's favourite restaurant!!
I was forced to sit with the kids... and like what.. help them to eat??

Bak Sou Gong!!! But quite heavy eh the smell...
Ate durian later wei... *thumbs up*

Look at their luggage.. their shirt!! pink pink pink pink pink!!


I FOUND A LARGER VERSION OF VINCENT, REUBEN AND ERIC!!!!!!
Ain't this exciting?! haha!

The smaller version eh..

Badminton...I broke the racket's string eh...hehe...oops
I saw 4 beng bengs playing badminton... hahahahah!
Hilarious!! They provided me entertainment wei.... I guess I owe them a thank you.. haha

The wind's still blowing.. strongly...
2 more days to spend here!!
More to come!! of badminton and swimming that is...

Nite world!

Genting Here I come!! again!!
within 4 days... hah! Broke record....

3 invitations to watch movie wei...
and yet!!! GERAM GILERRR...

Neways.. tomorrow's the last day of trials!! *victory music plays at the back*
English!! haha.. tell me who studies for Engilsh... maybe there is..

Oh, something to share..
I did a survey for some center when I was waiting for my dad to pick me up..
And yesterday the guy called me when I WAS SLEEPING!!!
I don really ppl calling me when I'm sleeping.. ish! Smack!
So he started asking me all sorts of stuff..
Then i was thinking.. you're like calling the wrong person..
not to say that my english is like very good.. but..
I top my intermediate level english eh.. haha
and obviously I won't go for English tuition la... haijor...
So don't waste everyone's time right.. rmbr? I wanna sleep!
So lastly i told him..
Actually, I'm not that worried about my English...
So he asked me to give him prospects instead...
Ahhh.. smart guy.... Using me eh...
And so I gave him numbers and I couldn't fall asleep again!!!
So the moral of the story is:"DON'T SIMPLY TAKE SURVEYS!!!"

I wanna go watch movie.. I wanna go watch movie.. I wanna go watch movie...bohoooo...
I don wanna go to Genting... No teman wei... Why so sad wan!!!
MY definition of Genting:
A further place to play badminton, to swim and to drink tong sui.... ;)
And this time I'm so going to drink tong sui bcz during church camp no one bothered to bring me go drink tong sui!!!!!!!
Sad right!!



Nice photo right...
You can play guessing the legs again ;)
Miss me ppl.. tata!

My bazooka was stuck...
Where got ppl tembak answer tembak till like me so pek chek wan...
I couldn't breathe wei...
gosh.. so kua chiong...

Geo and Science...
Ok... I'm currently at page 53, book"ulang kaji total terkini" by Sasbadi...
and the "currently" has been a period of almost an hour already....
Fail Fail Fail..

I'm hungry!!!!
My stomach's growling!!
It's 11.45pm!!!
Supper makes you fat!!!
so I shall not eat...

I wanna watch movie!!!!
wanna watch movie?!?!
I've been missing the cinemas for so long already!!
Popcorn!! *hungry!!*

I'm shoo-ed to bed!!!
but it's only 12am...
and i'm still hungry...
sigh..
Goodnight world..

I'm still hungry...

Time's ticking away....

Sejarah and Chinese tomorrow...
I can't feel a thing...
I've had my book open on the same page for more than an hour...
This is killing...

Church camp!
Actually I don have much to say about church camp...
I've missed alottttt...
which just hurts...*sniff*

Shall let some picture do some talking...

Carissa took 6 pancakes after she ate what.. nasi lemak??
and we all went:" CARISSA!! WHY YOU TAKE SO MANY PANCAKES!!"
innocently she said:"I dono le.. it's the joy of taking the food."
Go Carissa! I support you! You rawk!

No pets, No durians, No cempedak

Matt playing snooker I see..
We messed up all the "numbered balls" haha!

Can you like spot us?? We're squatting behind the lights like frogs for so long but you can't see us! haha

Nice..

Camporama recap... "The bulb is spoiled change it!"

Totally lurve this shot

can smell eh? haha... No la.. we put perfume on our legs wan wei... haha!
Try guessing who's who... ;)

Off to bed now!! Trials tomorrow.. I'm hungry!! but supper makes you fat.. so tata! goodnight!

I'm back!! from half of church camp!!
Reached home almost 1am yesterday...
Woke up at 6am.. Tiredddd...
PMR trials, BM paper 1 and 2...
I went in and shoot wei!! tembak tembak tembak..
WASTE OF TIME!!
and den i'll start imagining what are the others doing in Genting...
like now, they're actually having fun bcz there's no service tonight!!! *sad*
Neways...
Quite some stories to tell from church camp..
Which are totally hilarious haha!
and also photos!!!
Shall blog about it tomorrow ;)

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday.

Graduation exam time table:
23.09.09 1:00~1:40pm Arts (Theory)
24.09.09 8.00~12.10pm Chemistry, Geography
25.09.09 8.00~11.20am English 1,2
26.09.09 8.00~10.00am History
28.09.09 8.00~11.30am Chinese 1,2
29.09.09 8.00~9.30am Biology
30.09.09 8.00~11.15am Maths 1,2
01.10.09 8.00~11.30am Bahasa Melayu 1,2
02.10.09 8.00~9.30am Physics

To you people who didn't copy the time table and to the school who so nicely didn't post the time table up on the web for us...
Say thank you to Trisha for posting it up here...

- Fiona Fung -

Love in your eyes ...
Sitting silence by my side Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights

Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

[CHORUS]
I can fly I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Stars in the sky
Wishing once upon a time
Give me love
Make me smile
Till the end of life

Hold me up
Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

[Chorus]
I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path I'll never lose my faith

See me fly I'm proud to fly up high
Show you the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the best of mine
The heaven in the sky
Nothing can stop me
Spread my wings so wide...

I'm worth....

Life is just a bowl of cherries
yea... more like a bowl of spoiled cherries...
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow...
Shall just batten down the hatches and wait for it to pass...
Every cloud has a silver lining they say...
Is that even true....

Government students study in BM!! Studying in BM is totally frustrating!!*I tried just now*
Worst than Chinese!! Wayyy worse than English!! How does all the stuff get into their brains??!!
3 more days to stuff 3 years of all 7 subjects into my brain...
I need more capacity here!!!!

Science? Arts & Commerce?
I've finally decided....

Sometimes even the disabled can act and live more human like...
Don't you think you guys are like orang cacat?

Errrr........

Well, she said this later which made more sense
*She didn't really put it that way, I "expanded" the "borders"*
Even thou I've heard of it a thousand times before it still had me thinking...
It's always after they're gone that we know and finally realize how important he/she/it means to us...
No matter how much we want them back *even thou maybe we never even once had them* it just won't happen...

I guess these are the times where we hope that miracles would happen....
Don't we?

Little things make perfection
But perfection is no little thing

Our KH teacher lectured us again...
Next time when you go out to work, you don't listen to your boss, your boss will fire you...
Do things don do chin cai-ly... one step at a time....
You guys' weaknesses are that you guys don't listen....
yes yes yes... haha... yes teacher, yes...

Came up with a Powerpoint presentation within 20 minutes for our Choral Speaking competition today.... Exciting wei!! haha Racing with time... Fun Fun Fun!

JUST GOT MY EXAM SCHEDULE!!! *sobs*
It's more like exam schedules, with the 's'.. since we got two...Out of five?! *cries*
UEC:
4.10.09 8.55am~5.00pm Arts *on a Sunday! *cries**
23.10.09 8.10am~4.30pm Chinese Language, Science, Integrated Science
24.10.09 8.25am~4.30pm Bahasa Malaysia, Geography
25.10.09 Break
26.10.09 8.25am~3.40pm English language, History
27.10.09 8.25am~11.45am Maths

PMR Trials:
24.8.09 8.00am~11.15am Bahasa Malaysia 1,2 (Church camp)
25.8.09 8.00am~1.30pm Maths1,2, KH (KHB-KT) *what's that?!* (Church Camp)
26.8.09 8.00am~1.15pm Chinese 1,2, Sejarah
27.8.09 8.00am~12.45pm Sains 1,2, Geo
28.8.09 8.00am~10.45am English
Church camp wei... Monday needa come back from Genting... so sad!!

Exam's over....
I don't know what else to say....
hmmmmm...
Why is that so??

Rainy Sunday
Love to stay indoors on rainy days....

There is a time to play, a time to read;
There is a time to work, a time to rest;
There is a time to plough, a time to seed;
But when it is God's time, it is the best.

There is a time to laugh, a time to cry;
There is a time for self, a time for guest;
There is a time to stop, a time to try;
But when it is God's time, it is the best.

There is a time to eat, a time to bake;
There is a time to fly, a time to nest;
There is a time to break, a time to make;
But when it is God's time, it is the best.

There is a time to learn, a time to test;
But when it is God's time, it is the best.
Dr John Celes

Challenge yourself today...

My dad always tells us that there's a time for everything...
And now it's time to study....

Tomorrow's my last day...
Wishing myself all the best... *pathetic to the extend that I need to wish my ownself*
It's gonna be a longggggg night....
and the prediction has come to pass..
Tata!

Rachels' definition of rangers:"Sit at the front table and listen to Kenny talk"

It's a rainy saturday....
We had 5 person cell... Which consists of the cell ldr, his sister, and the foursome minus casovia...
Well... A cell leader and 4 girls...
Hm.... what can we do??
Well..... we...
MADE PANCAKES!!!!
Totally awesome!! We rocked the kitchen!!
or at least that little pan that we made our pancakes in...
We fried crab sticks too!! we menghiriskan them to little itty bitty strips and pieces and we deep fried them in oillllll...
Aren't we healthy?? We're indirectly eating vege because oil is made from?? yes! Vege!!
Later it rained...
piter pater raindrops....
Kelly wanted to have a hold-your-umbrella under the rain session...

Samson gave me a little vocal session while we had 2 hours waiting for the others to arrive...
Hm.... well, it brings back memories....
The days where we HAD to go for vocal lessons because we're representing the school for singing competition...*boring*
How we found ways to entertain ourselves when it's not our turn to sing....
One day... my friends...
We shall sing together again...
I spoilt my voice wei... *sobs* If my teacher knows he'll so kill me

2 more subjects...
I can't wait for it to be over....
I can see the light..

=)

Yesterday: School suspended for examination preparation
It rained...
Made music together with the rhythm of the rain...
A feeling that's indescribable...

Today....
Today....
Today....
Today what???
Today... I saw a friend of mine cheating....

I felt like whacking that fellow on the head....
What to do... takan I tell the teacher right... left.
So I shall just Buka satu mata, tutup satu mata...

Physics paper is Over!!!
I am sooooooooooo Happiee!!!
Everyone was under pek chek mode...
You can feel the very "tense-ity"atmosphere...
It's fun to look at everyone get so stress and tensed up, shouting equations and formulas from one end to another.... bcz shouting helps release stress...i guess...
I prefer the laughing method.. haha
Weirdness, craziness, sampat-ness comes together with stress...
They're like...em.. Nescafe 3 in 1??
SPM question came out today wei...
We haven't even sit for PMR...

Of laws, principles and rules...
Archimedes principle Ampere's rule Boyle's law Reflection law Felming's left hand rule Hooke's law Joule's law Ohm's law Pascal's law Law of gravitation Right-handed screw rule law law law rule rule rule...*you don't have to read that*
Physic's about logic... I'm not good at physic...
Does it mean that I can't think logically?? hmmmmm.....


男人女人... nice song

Currently in Pek Chek mode...

Impromptu "teaching" today was a not bad experience...

10 more chapter of Physics to go!!

Chem and Chinese tomorrow!!

Under pressure...

Don't underestimate Trisha when she's under pressure...

Woots... study!! chaos

Sunday....
Started the day with a tour around the cemetery...
Thanks to my dad who says we can go out through that road and we ended touring the whole cemetery....

My 2 minutes impromptu sucked big time...
Walao... xia swey giler... *smacks forehead*

Speaking of society....
I HAVEN'T HAND IN MY RECORDING which has sooooo past due date!!!
Actually, I haven't even recorded!!!
The "studio" is fully booked...
My "technician", the mixer guy they arranged for me has so nicely QUIT society!!!
What the... Hello... tell me what to do...
Exam's starting on Tuesday, where in the world can I find time to go do recording!!
Craziness...Xiao!! xiao xiao xiao xiao!!

I am sitting here in the boring room,
Upon the waves of impending doom.
I feel like going to the park,
To be joyful and unburdened, happy as a lark.
But my exams are coming it's here their headed,
It is one step to getting beheaded.
My brain is buzzing with signs and equations
Science and Chinese as well as English composition.
I want to be free from examinations,
So I'll never again have to feel the tension.
My doomsday is coming, I can feel it,
But I'll remember the day, when I didn't use my wit.
~anonymous

That's so like me... Have you ever studied till you cry... Trust me, you don't wanna try.....

Stressed is Desserts spelled backwards

It's still not desserts you know....

Can I???

What he doesn't know... I knew that he was special
What he doesn't know... I rmbr every single thing he says
What he doesn't know... I dream of him at night
What he doesn't know... I treasure the time spent with him
What he doesn't know... We're so far apart
What he doesn't know... It's tearing my heart
What he doesn't know... Is all of the pain I feel
What he doesn't know... Is what I'll never say
What he doesn't know... Is everything I hide
I keep it all inside....
It's so weird that I'm writing something like this..
Imaginary stuff actually.. haha

Solitude....

By the way...
Eh kawan, how come yesterday you didn't realize eh...
You know I don't always text you for no reason...
Fail la you... haha

1:50pm on a Saturday afternoon....
Impromptu get together??
15-year-olds are suppose to study eh..
Study shall it be then...no get together...aww.. poor thing... how saddening.. *sobs*

Denying myself something I really want....
A self-inflicting wound...

Cheating yourself out of love is suicidal...
No, not what you're thinking...
still SAA...

I've did my revision for plus minus 7 hours non stop today since 12pm...
Am proud...but not satisfied... moving at a too slow rate...

Guess what! Tomorrow's Saturday!!
Which brings me another day closer to all my exams...
Isn't that just wonderful...

So long since I've been to the cinema...
Would be nice to watch a movie...
Just too bad I'm only 15 and I can't drive...

Thursday: Relax...

We studied for the first period...only...
The teachers had emergency meeting...
We had fun drawing on our surgery masks...taking pictures..solving a 5x5 rubic's cube and simply relaxing...
Later they announced that our school will be closed till Monday...
Only suspected cases thou but too many ppl having high fever... hehe
Which means, I'm on holiday!! Even thou it's only for 3 days but still it's better than nothing!
We spent the last period sanitizing our classroom and then we were DISMISSED!! Yay!!

Arts last last Tuesday:
Teacher was absent...

2 Air-conds, 5 fans and an OHP.. Nice right..
plus lots of noisy students that is..

Playing games eh..

We study wei... role models haha
The difference between lelaki dan perempuan..

Fake wan la.. haha
Makan-makan!!The biscuits very nice!!

The window that leads to freedom...
Climb out, turn left and you're at the roof top of another building...
Peace and quiet...
Best place to study but at the same time very very dangerous..
One slip, fall, and goodbye..
Well, at least you get to go to heaven...right?

And now... STUDY TIME!!!

Tests, tests, and more tests...
Maths test just popped out of nowhere today...
According to the teacher, it's to test how well we can do without getting any notice beforehand, hence, not doing any revision...
Immuned... Don't even have the strength to care about the results...

Form 1, Form 2, Form 3...
A MUST to go through, memorize and understand each and every single page
except for BM and BI *Those I get to maybe just flip through*
or prepare to fail like you've never failed before... NO JOKE!!
Amount of textbookS: 6 Maths, 6 Chinese, 3 Geo, 2 Bio, 2 Physics, 2 Chem and dot dot dot...

Thank God PMR has only like.. er..8 books to study
Success sejarah PMR... success kononnya...

TADA!! The amount of books I'm suppose to squeeze into my brain...
Mind blowing, Mind exploding, Mind blasting...

Mind killing

2nd mid semester: 6 days
PMR trial: 20 days
Graduation exam: 51 days
PMR: 69 days
UEC: 81 days
Tests: Everyday

Stress, stress, stressssssss....
Cause: Exams
Results: Sick

Reason to be cheerful: I'm still alive
Reason to be miserable: I'm tortured alive
Not in a reasonable mood, either way...
Exams are so uninspiring...

PMR trials are on August's holiday
which means NO holiday for me..
which ALSO means only 2 days of church camp..
even thou I'm going to Awana again on Friday, but that's with family... different in everyway..
and wow, how am I suppose to live through that two days of camp with everyone having fun but I have to be stuck and stuff with books!
Never had a holiday appear as one that's bleak and gray...Sunshine and fun free...
Pathetic, pitiable and pitiful!!!

Need to bury myself in books again.. chaos

God needed one more to fill the empty space,
He looked around the house and saw your sweet face,
when you stopped breathing,
we knew you were gone,
you went so peacefully,
so we knew you chose the right home,
we knew your skies weren't so blue,
and the roads were getting too tough for you,
but you fought that fight,
and you did the best you could do,
the best part was you didn't die alone,
the day God sent you home.

Woke up this morning,
heart dawned with sadness

but the weather was good

My aunt, the pastor led us as usual

Quoted scriptures, sang some songs and prayed..
The children were suppose to read these:
Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right..
Honor your father and mother, for this is the first commandment with a promise...
Children, obey your parents, for this pleases the Lord..
And the mums Amen-ed the whole way through.. haha

Look at my brother!!

They are soooo cute!

I guess my brother sounded funny when he was reading...

Grandpa praying...

Look! She brought her racoonana! or something.. i forgot the name..
After some touchy touchy.. don ask why, I also dono why..
We went for breakfast!!

Dim Sum! Woots!

They spend time real wisely.. haha
And then I went to church....

It has been two years since you left...
Miss the way you'll massage my hands when you see me practicing on the piano for so long..
Miss the ice-creams you'll buy for me every time you see me studying so hard for my exams..
Miss sitting in the car with you when you fetch me back from school..
You're like an angel placed on earth to watch over me...
The best grandma I could ever ask for...
Will never, ever forget what you gave up for me...
Blessings...